10th
f-o-r-e-v-e-r
remember chris browns forever? yeah that was before he was a woman beater.
welll i feel like its been forever since ive been on here so i might make up for lost time. i really just like procrastinating from doing my homework in all honesty.
so this week has been pretty screwy and stressful. math sucks as usual. the worst part is when you think you did so good and got a 101 and you really get a B. thats me. every single time.
ANDDD the worst part of my week is realizing that competition season is in less than a month! competition season for dance that is. ya see, im a competitve dancer and this is the absolutely most stressful time in the freaking universe. january is the most hectic thing. we have to finish cleaning our competition dances and making sure they’re ready for Starbound, have our custom costumes fitted and altered to perfection, have a dress rehersal at the studio, and have our dances down patt so that we can win. my solo this year is ridiculously hard and i get so tired after doing it. i need to get on that cause tap uses your calf muscles like crazy so i need to work on that and make sure that im ready for competition. my goal for Starbound is to get a High Gold, top in my category, and hopefully place. Well ya know how i said this month is the most hectic? out of the blue one of very best dancers quit two days ago. no one saw it coming and we’re all best friends with her. so now we have to alter all of our dances and i feel so bad for the dance director because she couldnt be under any more stress right now. and its so hard because i love her like a second mother and this bitch of a girl makes the most selfish decision ever and quits when we need her most. she is so ungrateful i swear…
i basically just stopped doing my homework. im sick of school and i need change. i cant wait for next semester to start but that means finals are in a few weeks =/ im not going to be able to pull this off i swear i might just kill myself.
well i wish i was going to senior semi the 23rd. my best friend courtney is a senior so shes going and another one of my best friends is going with her senior boyfriend. were going dress shopping tomorrow and im super jealous but i love her so were gonna make sure she looks goooooooooood :)
well thats all for now tumblr. catch you up later :)
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